For so long did I focus on alleviating my own suffering. However, I’ve realized now that the only way to do that is to alleviate the suffering of others. 

To live in compassion, give selflessly, and love mercifully… that is the only way to do it.

I am ready to carry my cross and serve the whole. To love and live purely. It has been the highest calling of my heart that I did not know how to answer.

But you’ve shown me. And I’m ready. I am so ready to open my heart. How joyous and victorious does this feel, for it is not my own victory, nor my own joy, but it is for the whole, the all. I am nothing, and in realizing that, what has opened up to me is everything