In the salinity do I meet infinity

Your heart is the ocean

And I am salt.

I’m ready to dissolve,

For better or for worse,

Take me,

Take me,

Take me,

Purify me

Individuality

is merely a drop

But reality —

Is the whole sea.

I long to return home

To the source.

Take my ego

Make me like a child

The Mother sways me gently in her arms

When I, on my raft, bob in the waves

When I tell you I’ve longed for death,

I am really trying to tell you how little I’ve lived.

To long for death

is the highest longing for life.

It’s saying,

That this life isn’t living

what would be different in my demise?

I do believe that I long not for death,

But for birth

Like the ouroboros,

The end is the beginning

I haven’t longed for an ending

But what may lay beyond

That light at the end

Of the tunnel

I do wish to be dissolved in the holy water

I do wish to surrender all of the ills

All of the wrongs,

All of the wrongdoings

Grant me redemption