I don’t need to fight the death…

Suicidality is actually a form of resistance to death.

You want to kill your physical self to escape the spiritual dying you are undergoing.

But if you allow your spirit to die, you’ll recall the essence of immortality within —

for the Solar force of your spirit, even if it temporarily sets, will rise again in the dawn that follows.

So, let yourself die.

I’ll let myself die.

Death is here.

Will I resist his hand, or become acquainted as a friend?

Is he not also truth’s harbinger? Are not all answers revealed in Death?

Surrender. Surrender all. The only things Death can take from you are things that were never yours in the first place.

He will win the tug of war, no matter how desperately you cling to what he has come for.

So, this is it. I am done fighting. I’m ready for the dying, I’m letting go and surrendering.

And oh, the euphoria that soon follows —