The alchemy of it all–

The ceaseless, never-ending, ever-romantic alchemy of it all —

Between lovers, between enemies,

In death and in birth,

In hate and in sorrow,

In love and ecstasy,

Euphoria and grief —

The alchemy of it all —

It’s all so alchemical,

So so intimate —

I’d be happy with a participation trophy —

Just to be a part of the alchemy of it all —

The holy,

Profane,

Bloodthirsty alchemy of it all —

Hatred,

Karma,

Forgiveness,

Redemption,

Battles won,

Swords meeting hearts,

First and last acquaintances —

Sex,

Sex as power,

Devoid of meaning —

Lovemaking,

Nurturing,

Warm,

Sweet —

Hands caressing hair,

Or nails piercing throats —

Isn’t it all just

alchemy

after all?

Let me live and breathe

The sacred

Rejuvenative

Ugly

Horrific

Forensic alchemy of it all

I worship every sensation

As sacred

This miracle and mystery

the sacred and profound alchemy of

being humiliated

falling from grace

and laughing in the pit

oh, oh, oh, the alchemy

the fucking alchemy

I extend to you my wrists

I care not if you slit them or caress them

They’re both the same to me

they’re both

…

I think you get my point