Let it be known in as prosaic and plain language as I can speak in that I love every single one of you still. Though I’ve lost all of you, you all remain in my heart.
Let it be known that many times I have expressed my love for you all in private conference with the celestial. Let it be known that I’ve asked the heavens that you all find the deepest happiness and healing possible. Let it be known that you all deserve deep happiness, love, and healing. Let it be known that that comes from the most earnest center of my heart. Let it be known that I harbor no ill will towards any of you. Let it be known that the part of myself that loves you all the most is the part of myself that has the easiest time setting you all free, though there is still pain. Let it be known that the part of myself that loves the most deeply, purely, and truly is the part of myself that has the easiest time imagining you being with someone else.
Let it be known that my heart does still remain, and the love I ever gave to any of you was never, ever, ever a lie. Let it be known I love all of you and your families and wish the highest blessings on all of you.
I bid you all farewell.
Let it be known that one can be deeply flawed, deeply wounded, and so deeply blinded by pain that one inadvertently takes others in the crossfire, but still have real and deep love in their heart despite the glaring ugliness pouring forth from some deep, dark, unexplored place of the psyche.
Know that I’ve dedicated myself to the pursuit of high and pure love, to bring that forth to my highest capability in this life, to find and dissolve all barriers of pain and fear erected against that wondrous force, and that you have all served as a catalyst for that work to take place. The real work, not rooted in escapism, but rooted in the nitty gritty facing of all that is difficult to face, relying on the strength of the heart — the only force strong enough to conquer it all — to do so.
Know that I’m grateful to each and every one of you, truly, from the very bottom of my heart. Thank you — and I know the universe smiles on each and every one of you, for each of you is possessed of hearts that are so worth smiling upon. You are all at your core good. Thank you for being you.
Again, farewell–
THE CLOSET MYSTIC 