Truly, I am so fucking sorry that you saw that blog post. I had NO idea anyone from my past was following this. Lesson learned that nothing posted online is truly private.
I truly just want you to be happy, God, how sincerely do I mean that. I don’t care if you’re with someone else, I genuinely just want you to be happy and to heal. I did not mean to hurt you and I feel so horrible that you saw that post and that it hurt you. Fuck, I didn’t mean for that to happen.
Please know that I genuinely, truly, from the very bottom of my heart, wish you the deepest happiness, joy, healing, and wellbeing. I would be overjoyed to know you’re truly happy, and that you have found someone that really does make you happy and who is right for you. I care about you, that hasn’t gone away. Please know that.
I did not mean to hurt you and I genuinely feel so horribly that I did. Please know that you deserve to feel good about yourself. Hold your head up high, there is so much good in you. So much potential, brilliance, kindness, and creativity. Live your life to the fullest and know you truly deserve happiness.
Thank you for everything, you made my life so much better. I am so sorry if I made you forget that. I don’t even know where to begin. Just know that you came into my life and truly, genuinely helped, and the reason why I am doing better now is so largely in part due to what you brought into my life.
This is truly, genuinely, from the very bottom of my heart.
THE CLOSET MYSTIC 