THE CLOSET MYSTIC

it’s gotten to that point

and quite frankly I adore it

I lay on the bathroom floor and play worship music

reaching my hands out to the heavens

symbolically placing my burdens in the hands of Spirit

I call out to the heavens

and tell that highest Good He is all I want

I tell Him I give my life to Him

But that I also worship Her

…

I do believe in the Father

but I also believe in the Mother

and I want to be nestled between them

I can’t believe I let this be taboo

The feeling that comes into my heart

when I hear people so full of the joys of the Spirit

that they can’t help but sing it out

I tell God he is all I want and I mean it

for all my heart desires

is goodness and love

and I recognize I am powerless without help

for I am a flawed human

but that I can open myself up to that

higher

perfect

divine love

freely available to all

and I swear,

I feel new life circulating through my veins

so grateful that at my lowest

that highest goodness

can lift me up