can you feel the flame dying?
the celestial hearth we orbit dims.
premonitions of heat death:
you inch farther
and farther
away.
our gravity: not enough.
this dance, it comes to an end—
you are drawn in by another,
by a pull
far greater.
goodbye old friend, goodbye.
i pray this star
is warm enough for me alone—
but my oceans
already turn to ice.
my glacial heart
slows its beating.
heat death, heat death, heat death:
again, the premonition.
prescient vision:
it sees not the future, but the now
too clearly.
my love is its own cipher:
the very thing which bitters our parting,
makes shouts of whispers,
cymbals of subtlety.
and what is heartbreak but this:
for the heart
to still hold someone near
who is not near
to be held?
the heart understands not
the language of miles—
to it, you are still close.
it reaches out, sure of your embrace—
it recoils at the thin air.
my love:
where are you?