sorrow,
my strange, familiar bedfellow.
how many nights have we shared?
your whispers wake me,
drag me from slumber.
and yet you call me to bed
at odd hours, promising comfort
but it is always the same—
you tuck me in
under a leaden blanket,
and dangle sleep, a carrot,
whispering
of all that estranges us.
sorrow,
selfish bedfellow.
I long for slumber—
instead, I listen
to your whispers.
convincing, bargaining,
you pull me closer,
wrapping me
in arms of ice.
nestled
in your cold embrace,
I fall
into the void —
every regret,
a star in this sky—
it’s time travel, you know.
the past shines
from lightyears away—
but these memories,
they burn so bright
all the same.